Cita-cita

Hari-hari cita-cita nak hupdate blog.

5 bulan kemudian masih gagal. Haha.

2016 tahun paling gamble. I run from home. Well tade la larik sangat, but without my dad's consent. He asked to stay and help him, but something happened, I couldn't stay any longer, else I'll be the real tanggang.

Apparently, when things happened, this job offer me the best thing that I could have. Something that I wouldn't dare to take last two years because I don't find my passion in it. Tapi sebab nak lari, aku accept it and just go for it.

So here I am. A network engineer. Life is nerd I tell you. Sekarang da faham la kenapa budak IT mostly gemuk, specky, nerd, muka stone, skema. HAHA. Let see how long I can maintain my figure. Life apparently become just like an engineer should be. Sleepy, stone and shabby.

Travelogue : Khaosan Road, Bangkok (Part 4)

Masa in between berjalan-jalan tengok orang kat Pratunam tu, ada la orang local suggest kitorang pegi Khaosan. Sebab barang kat sana murah. Nak cari aksesori ke, kain ke, boleh dapat below than 100 bhat. Kita sebagai perempuan yang ta tahan godaan, memang terliur la. 

So, malam tu, tahan cab, pegi Khaosan Road the ChinaTown of Bangkok. Expectation kitorang macam dalam cerita Hangover. Happening with all the stalls, club, peoples and stuff. Well, ChinaTown mana punya sunyi kan? Apparently, when we arrived, memang krik krik sangat. Masa tu pukul 9. Papan tanda ChinaTown tu je paling gemilang. Semua warna merah merah kuning. But that's it. Yang menjual pon seciput je. Tau tak macam jalan dekat pasar malam selorong? dalam 300m camtu, habis. But semua pon food tepi jalan yang panggang-panggang. Tade pon yang seperti diuar-uarkan. 

Lepas tu bila tanya mana night market kat sini, diorang cakap da tutup pukul 6 tadi. WHAT THE HELL? tu pasar petang namanya bukan malam. pekebende laaaaa. 

Terus grab cab pegi Nana. Haaa Nana ni kawasan gelap. Saje je pegi tengok. Selambe je pepondan ni pakai bra dengan gstring dia. Some ladyboy ni still have their D but still wear minimal panties. Kau ghase? hahahahah

Ade satu club memang penuh gilaaaa masa jenguk jenguk pintu, diorang kat dalam tengah parti buih with girls inside the pool. perghhh ni memang jahanam. Kitorang da tergelak-gelak tengok orang-orang mabuk dok melayan ladyboy la, all those plastic, geli gila. 

Ade la sejam duduk kat area tu tengok ragam orang. But it was a small area. KL punya club lagi besar kot? Jahanam betul. 

Oh suprisingly, tak kena kacau pon. People pelik la tengok we bunch of girls dok meliar kat situ without any boys guarding us, tapi tade pon kena kacau, kena ngorat. Kalau kat sini, jalan tepi tepi pon da ade tikus merenyam. Zzz

Red Spot

So tell me something about this red spot.

WHY THE FUCKING HELL THEY NEED TO SHOW UP WHEN I AM GOING TO ATTEND SOMETHING IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE?!!

Weddings, Interviews, Kenduri-kendara.

Come on bitch, you have sooo many days to hang out, why baby why?

*usap jerawat*

I hate you. Bitch.

Malas Melampau!

I have so much to write that lead me to nothing. 

Bukak draft acacah nak tulis end up baca novel. Habis 5 biji buku in a week!! Sampai ammi ta bagi baca buku dah sebab mata bengkak bengkak merah serupa orang sakit mata kronik. Haha. 

Pre Post Overland Trip to IndoChina

2 Weeks.

3 Country.

5 State.

This is an overland trip. Flight from KL to Saigon. Bangkok to KL. Everything in between is by bus, minivan or train.

It was unplanned trip. I decided to buy one way ticket because its cheap! Later that I know, I need two weeks to see everything. I put everything aside, pack a bag and GO!

Hasilnya,

I lost everything in between but I gain knowledge on backpacking. Perhaps, a real solo backpack next year?

Sick

When you fall sick when you are abroad, 

haila. 

I think it is my limit. Nak jalan pon rasa lemau. Nak cakap dengan orang pon jadi nak marah marah. Evrything does not seem nice and right. 

I choose to stay in bed tonight. To be alone and reminescene this past 10days of travelling. 3days to go and I fall sick. Demit. 

First time pegi jalan jalan ta saba nak balik. Hmm

Umur I berapa eh tahun ni?

He called me last night after several text messages that I have sent to him. 

I was about to sleep due to headache when I saw his big face on my phone screen. 

So I answered. Tengah borak merepek-repek,

he asked, "Eh umur I berapa tahun ni? 26 ke 27?" 

"27. dah kenapa"

"Tahun depan I 28 la? *high pitch*"

"Yes"

"Okay la kita kawen tahun depan. Nanti tahun depan kita pergi kursus kawen."

Hahahahahahhahahahahhaha. It feel so good whenever he initiate this topic tho. Last year it always me who is in lalaland going thru all this wedding tips and shit because all my friend did and I was one of the bridesmaid. I just have too. Dan sesungguhnya perasaan nak kawen jugak tu memang la membuak-buak. But at one point I dont feel like it anymore. 

Until he talk about it. Rarely. Which make me sengih tersipu-sipu suka padahal dalam hati da melompat lompat. Kahkah. 

If only he knew exactly what's going on here. 

Oh dad, please.